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I had a nightmare last night. Last night, I dreamt about the end of the world. It was an awful, awful dream. I was by myself with my dog Kiley and I had just let my other dog, Star, out and it just so happened to be the Apocalyps and my old neighbor was munching on his wife's arm and blood was every where and yes... the end of the world, was indeed...a zombie invasion.I just remember bundling Kiley up and trying to make a run for it to my car once the zombies saw my house lights... and I just remember her jumping out of my arms... and.................................... then I woke up.
This dream scared me so much as to wake from my sleep. Then I saw Ki, layin on her back snoring away and calmed myself back to reality. Seriously though, if the end of the world is coming, I really hope it's not by zombies.

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 Eww... that entry was stupid. 
Uhh yeah....
Ex-boyfriends are pretty fucking stupid though on that matter. 
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I feel like my entire world is ending.
I dont care about anything anymore.
I used to love life.
I used to have goal's and dreams.
I used to want love. 
I used to spend every waking hour with my best friend.
I used to have a shitty ass job at a coffee shop in the mall.
Now, I have no life.
I really dont want to do this whole new college thing.
and i have a boyfriend who cares about me but not our relationship.
I cant remember the last time sam and I actually talked.
now i have a job that i know is gonna make me go crazy and some ghetto bitch from old job wants me deadand oh, they still have my last paycheck.

oh might I add im pmsing like crazy right now?

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that last entry makes me think im cynical...
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I know nothing about politcal perspectives.
-I hate school.
-My horoscope today sucked.
-I really dont like capricorns speaking of astrology.
-Hockey starts soon.
Current Music:
Norma Jean: The End of all things will be televised
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ScrewThat.
LiveJournal sucks hardcore.
I need a hobby.
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I NEED A NEW JOB. 
In other news, Lauren aced her art Final. GO FIGURE. History I did surprisngly bad on... umm... yea..
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I think the question we should be asking ourselves is::: How on earth does my room get so messy just TWO days after I clean it??
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I just realized I have virtually no firends. Wow. What is up with that? I make friends with my Art teacher amd The Bar Tender from work. Thats sad considering they are all like 10 years older then me. Well I dont know about Mr.Watson. I have been listening to Nico lately. Watson burned me a copy and its all Ive been listening to. Nico is amazing. Her like dark and monotone voice its just like a breath of fresh air fromm all these stupid soprano singing girls.
Any one want to see Art School Confidential with me??? PLEASE??!?!?!?!?!? Guess not, what with the whole 2 people that read this. Tomorrow I want to go to metal fest. I dont know though. Considering Suzen hasnt called me back. I think she is dead. Yep I do, I do, I do. I do. Sorry for the "Greater Tuna" Moment. It is raining, and it makes me sad. Its been raining for the past 3-4 days. I need friends.
Current Mood:
crappy crappy
Current Music:
Nico: It was a pleasure then
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AMAZING. The Chelsea Girls is Andy Warhols first major 'underground' flim to hit a sort of mainstream acceptance. Warhol filmed his 'superstars' including Nico, Ondine, Mary Woronov, Brigid Berlin, etc. it was Directed by both Andy Warhol and Paul Morrissey. Its filmed at New Yorks famous hotel 'Chelsea Hotel', which if any of you actually know about it was the famous hangout for writers, actors, artists, and bohemians. It was shot in I think t was 8 of the rooms with Warhols superstars showing off for the camera. Its basically a cinema masterpeice. Trying to explain it is trying to explain why the pope is Catholic.
Current Mood:
artistic artistic
Current Music:
The Velvet Underground: Venus In Furs
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I went to the mall. I spent way too much money. I saw Curt for a whole 2 minutes. Then Mia came. WE saw zach!!!! Yay! I miss him. I dont know what to write
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I need to clean my room. Badly. Tomorrow is mothersday. Is it wrong that I bought my mom something I would like also over something she would prefer better??? uhhh... yea. Anyhow. Goodnight, Degrassi is on.
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I hear Wisconsin is all the rage
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I wish I could post pictures of the time capsule, but theres too many glares. If you have never been, please go. It will make you smile.

So anyhow.
I think I want to live in Boston one day.
It feels so glamourous to me although I have never been there.

oh oh... cheating exboyfriend has a say????
[19:26] sserkd15: and i wanted to say that im happy for u and nick

hahahahahahahha!
Current Mood:
artistic artistic
Current Music:
AMERICAN EYES: Kife fight with a girl
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I talked to Dave last night. I now wish I hadnt of. I should of just not cared and let him think what he did. But talking to him was the topper of my stress. I came home from work at 11 and around 11:30 My sanity left me.
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To start things off with my day,
woke up late. note from david-blah blah blah i love you blah blah blah-.Steff(coughcuntcough)gives me note.tried to give neclace back.cheating asshole wouldnt take necklace back.i get cool necklace to wear still!

moral of the story:
cheating asshole cries in misery while you make out with a $200sum necklace!
good trade.

Current Mood:
angry angry
Current Music:
The Dresden Dolls :Gravity
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